So yeah, it’s part of my rules that I have to post here three times a week. I posted once this week, but…didn’t again.
I know, I deliberate a lot about this. But. Tonight it’s about wanting…things…and being denied them until I do what I’m supposed to do.
Denial = control. Because, um, fuck yeah if I’m in control I get whatever the fuck I want, when I want it. Being denied that by someone else… that’s giving up control.
I kinda like that.
In case that isn’t obvious.