Trying to Be Good

So yeah, it’s part of my rules that I have to post here three times a week. I posted once this week, but…didn’t again.

I know, I deliberate a lot about this. But. Tonight it’s about wanting…things…and being denied them until I do what I’m supposed to do.

Denial = control. Because, um, fuck yeah if I’m in control I get whatever the fuck I want, when I want it. Being denied that by someone else… that’s giving up control.

I kinda like that.

In case that isn’t obvious.

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