His Girl

“I want you to stay here after it’s over,” he said. “I’ll want to get my girl back.” There are all sorts of aftercare.  I usually tend to think in terms of my needs for it, as do most people; a bottom’s needs for some kind of care after an…

Preparations

I got to work yesterday morning, opened my computer bag, and started unpacking everything onto my desk. Laptop, power cord, iPod attachment, bottle of lube, cellphone cord, work folder… Holy shit. Lube?? Lube! I’d forgotten that I had thrown it on top of everything in my computer bag on the…

A Love Letter to My Owner

He doesn’t like the mushy stuff. He’d rather hear or read about the sex, the kink, the desire, the heat. But sometimes, I can’t help myself. If I only wrote about that I’d only be telling half the story, and that not the most important half. I know he won’t…

It doesn’t take much.

I’m having a day. Coming out of my self-imposed isolation, I guess, and starting to feel the need for BDSM. Every single time I am surprised at reaching the 8 or 10 or 12 day mark and realizing this is a need. A fucking need. Half in jest I asked…

Balance & “Wank Wednesday”

On Twitter today I ran across a cool new, weekly writing prompt called Wank Wednesday (#wankwednesday on Twitter.) This week’s prompt was “Balance.”  Unfortunately, while the prompt definitely inspired a whole slew of writing, it doesn’t actually seem to fit in with the style of most of the writing there. …

Don’t Change Me!

I was reading a post in one of my favorite discussion groups on Fet, “Not Quite Ready for Polite Company M/sers”– Oh, wait. I’m not in an M/s relationship, so maybe I shouldn’t be part of the group, or comment in it. Actually, for the most part, I don’t comment…

As real as it gets

I had a rough day today. I don’t have them often, but usually a day of insane emotional turbulence like today’s can be attributed to subdrop or PMS.  I don’t know what to attribute today’s bout to.  It ended well…in fact much better than I could have imagined when it…

The Long Road Back

It’s funny the things that trigger us. The other day I was at W’s, working from home.  It’s been so long since we’ve been kinky, and so long since I’d felt any rope on me, that I asked him to tie me a bit.  Yeah, I asked him. We are…

Two-Timing

I’ve been working on this picture post about a scene that W and I and Ad had…hours long it was, and they took a couple hundred pics between them.  It was an amazing scene, and those pictures show so much of what it is that I love about being the…

The "Rape" Post

I knew I’d have to write about it eventually. W and I often discuss the topic (sometimes heatedly) and it informs much of of our play, either directly (his forearm pressed against my throat, his hand pinning my arm or covering my mouth; holding my thighs open, holding me down…