Scattered Remembrance

It’s funny how the mind works.  W tells me, “If there aren’t any pictures, it didn’t happen.”  Maybe that’s true.  Or maybe not.  I have my word pictures, and sometimes they serve me just fine.  Tonight I am sitting in my front room, watching the snow out my window and…

Afternoon Surprise

Sunday I went to his house in the afternoon while my son was with friends.  I didn’t really have any expectations for the afternoon except to fill out some paperwork for a local event we are attending.  When we had finished that, however, he stood up and asked me how…

Morning Sex, J's Version

I look down and see the shadows playing across our bodies in the early morning light and am overcome with love and desire and awe.

Morning Sex, A’s Version

He rolls over into my warm, sleepy body, curling around me on my side, breath on the back of my neck, hand on my belly, spooning.

Morning Sex, A's Version

He rolls over into my warm, sleepy body, curling around me on my side, breath on the back of my neck, hand on my belly, spooning.

Firsts, part 1

It started innocently enough. As if anything could be termed “innocent” with him, and, after all, I was tied in his bed, my legs spread and raised above me in a “V”...

Anal Slut

I belong to the Anal Sadists and Sluts (A.S.S.) group on Fetlife, and recently read the discussion What Do you Like to See? by Lochai. He’s got some beautiful photos, and has recently started (or is starting?) a new kink-on-demand video thing over at kink.com with girls doing/getting/giving enemas/assplay. I’d…

Reconnection

I realized something about myself last night. I need to reconnect, to decompress and re-establish myself with W as a human being, as a lover–as opposed to a piece of fuckmeat, a cunthole–as much after an intensely sexual scene (or series of scenes) as I do after an intensely painful…

Avoiding what I should be doing…

This was my morning: Get up at 10am… No wait, it starts earlier than that. Wake up at 6:30am with A. Tell myself I will get up and do “all the things I wanted to get done” during my break. Promptly go back to sleep. Get up at 10am. Wander…