Go Cardinals!

Holy shit.  Just walked back into my office after “lunch.” Or rather, I stumbled back into my office, head still buzzing, ass still smarting, pussy still throbbing. Looked down at myself as I did so and saw that the center button on my sweater had come unbuttoned. And that there…

An Open Book

“What did you like best about Wednesday night?” the Top that W had allowed to play with me recently asked in an IM a couple of days later.  I was confounded for a moment.  Like best? I don’t even know if “like” is the correct term for what it is…

Date Night

Tomorrow evening I have one of my special “dates.” It makes me laugh that when I told W I was nervous about it, well, “freaked out” about the fact that for this particular date I will not see him before or after it, was what I actually said, he was…

Caged Fantasy

I was on the floor of his basement, my head in a cage (yeah, this one, from “Industrial Fuck”.) I was on my side, arms and legs bent behind me in a sort-of sideways hogtie, wrapped around a post. He was…doing things, actually one certain thing…and I was…laying there. On…

Lesbian Lust has arrived!

As I mentioned, I have had two stories published this year, one in Orgasmic, edited by Rachel Bussel Kramer and one in an anthology called Lesbian Lust. Both are published by Cleis Press and available on Amazon.com.  You can find Lesbian Lust at the Cleis Press website as well.  My…

Some thoughts on submission

Sometimes I forget in the middle of things that I am a submissive, and that part of that, the “submitting” part,  is simply doing what he wants, regardless of if it is personally working for me, because it makes him happy.  It makes him hard, it makes him excited, it…

Addiction

I am looking at pictures on Fetlife. Not pain pictures, not pictures of torture, but bondage pictures. “Nice” bondage, I call it. The “damsel in distress” variety. Not the kind W usually does with me (being more likely to place me in perilous, predicament-style bondage, in which I have to…

Conspiracy Pics

Photos of W and I at a local fetish/club event that we went to Saturday night. We were sort of part of the entertainment.  Photography by the lovely and talented Virginia Harold.

New Writing on Eden Cafe

I’ve got a new piece up: How BDSM Made Me Love My Body. “Then I discovered BDSM. And I discovered that my body, with its ability to do all these things we do, to transform pleasure into pain, to wear 5 inch heels gracefully, to bend and twist and tolerate…

Shave Me

One of the first kinky things my The Ex ever did to me was to shave me.  I didn’t think of it as “kinky” then, I just thought he was kind of weird to want to do it, and only let him do it every once in awhile. I know,…