Tag: About Me
30 Days of Kink: Day 3 – Discovering Myself
Day 3: How did you discover you were kinky? One of my first memories of being aroused sexually was while I was reading one of those “bodice ripper” romances. I don’t remember the title, but I do remember the exact scene: a highwayman waylays a young gentlewoman’s carriage and proceeds…
Two-Timing
I’ve been working on this picture post about a scene that W and I and Ad had…hours long it was, and they took a couple hundred pics between them. It was an amazing scene, and those pictures show so much of what it is that I love about being the…
30 Days of Kink: Day 2 – Kinks
Day 2: List your kinks. Good heavens, what do I not find kinky? What doesn’t turn me on? Oh, hmmm…actually, there are a few things, as I discovered in talking with W the other night. Although (sigh) I wonder if, in the middle of the things he does to me,…
30 Days of Kink: Day 1 – Defining My Kinky Self
So, I did it. Sent off my first day of the 30 Days of Kink meme to Rayne of Insatiabledesire to post as a guest on her blog. You can see that post here: 30DoK: Define Your Kinky Self by Jade. Go on, take a look, and while you’re at…
First Orgasm
Once upon a time W put me in a cage and told me to write a list of all the men I have had sex with. The result was a list of ~50 men, written on a couple sheets of lined paper, that ended up in my computer bag, folded…
Changing Dynamics
As any of you who follow me on Twitter, my poly blog (A Poly Life), or Fetlife know, W’s been out of town since the beginning of November, and won’t return until the beginning of December. As you may also know, I have a hard time with separation from either…
An Open Book
“What did you like best about Wednesday night?” the Top that W had allowed to play with me recently asked in an IM a couple of days later. I was confounded for a moment. Like best? I don’t even know if “like” is the correct term for what it is…
Defining “Ownership”
An online acquaintance asked me the other day about what it means when I call W my “Owner” or when I say I am “owned” by him, especially in light of the fact that a) I have another primary partner and b) the only control he exerts over me is…
Need
I am sipping a pina colada and watching a storm come in over Banderas Bay. Yes, I am posting about kink even though I am having none here in Puerto Vallarta. It’s cruel to do this to myself, like waving a bag of heroin in front of a junkie. I…
Need
I am feeling dissatisfied. Edgy, moody, in need. Wanting to feel the bite…the edges. I need to run, I think. Find that feeling by pushing myself through to the point of exhaustion, beyond myself, beyond the pain, beyond the “here”-ness of my SELF, through to the point of empty-ness, to…