What I Needed

Pushed to the floor, carpet beneath my knees; elbows one hand on my back, pinning me the other grinding my face into the carpet. His voice in my ear abrading me inflaming me inciting me. His cock in my ass impaling me fucking me tearing me open staking me to…

The Sensual Pleasures of Anal Sex

I write a lot about the emotional impact that anal sex has on me. It affects me on psychological and emotional levels in ways that differ sharply from other kinds of sex.  It’s impact is distinct and sharp and hits on submissive triggers and emotional barriers in a way that…

Wanton Wednesday – Grip

I have been working all week on a new post for W.  This is a “command performance”: W assigned me the task of writing about an event that happened while we were in Chicago.  He had invited an acquaintance of his to our hotel room and allowed him to use…

First Orgasm

Once upon a time W put me in a cage and told me to write a list of all the men I have had sex with. The result was a list of ~50 men, written on a couple sheets of lined paper, that ended up in my computer bag, folded…

Pretty Girl, Dirty Girl

Tonight I will go out to dinner with Ad.  I will wear a white and black party dress with velvet cut-outs and a wide, black bow.  It’s a sweet dress, not my usual vampy type of dress, a “pretty girl” dress.  And I will be a pretty girl, out on…

Plugged

This weekend W and I played with my two glass plugs that I got from Eden Fantasys awhile ago.  Or I should say that W used them on me–I didn’t really have a choice in the matter and wasn’t a terribly active participant, as I was tied up at the…

Ferocity

I have mentioned before the different D/s dynamic in my relationship with W and my relationship with Ad. With W, it is about control, whether that is through the more subtle emotional control that runs like a current beneath and through all our interactions, or the more direct physical control–the…

I woke with him snuggled into my back, warm and secure. I had been dreaming…  “Let’s grow old together,” I said into the predawn dark. “Let’s do this forever.” He chuckled, his breath warm against my neck, and squeezed me tight. “What?” I said. “You wake up thinking about forever,…

A Stretch: Do I Have to Choose Just ONE?

So most of you know that I write articles on poly relationships and kink here and there on Eden Cafe (if you’re not aware, you can check out a list of the stuff I’ve written here.) While it’s not a paying gig (at least in “real” dollars), I do get…

Bendy Red

A while ago I bought several toys just for me. At the time, I was having a lot of solo-sex, because A’s and my schedule was screwy, and he’s a morning sex guy and I am an afternoon-sex girl, and a lot of times the only time we saw each…