Afternoon Surprise

Sunday I went to his house in the afternoon while my son was with friends.  I didn’t really have any expectations for the afternoon except to fill out some paperwork for a local event we are attending.  When we had finished that, however, he stood up and asked me how…

Firsts, part 1

It started innocently enough. As if anything could be termed “innocent” with him, and, after all, I was tied in his bed, my legs spread and raised above me in a “V”...

15 minutes

I knock, he opens the door. I enter and lean in to kiss him hello. He grabs a handful of my hair, holds me just far enough away to look me in the eyes. That's it, that moment, that's all the hesitation I get, before he drags me into his…

Anal Slut

I belong to the Anal Sadists and Sluts (A.S.S.) group on Fetlife, and recently read the discussion What Do you Like to See? by Lochai. He’s got some beautiful photos, and has recently started (or is starting?) a new kink-on-demand video thing over at kink.com with girls doing/getting/giving enemas/assplay. I’d…

Reconnection

I realized something about myself last night. I need to reconnect, to decompress and re-establish myself with W as a human being, as a lover–as opposed to a piece of fuckmeat, a cunthole–as much after an intensely sexual scene (or series of scenes) as I do after an intensely painful…

The Story of Pictures

There is a part of me that feels very exposed by photographs, but not in the obvious way, the way of “Hey, look here, there’s a picture of a girl doing nasty things.” It’s more an emotional exposure, an exposure inherent in both the act of being photographed and in…

A Difficult Scene

That’s how I thought of myself in those moments, as an angel, taking flight, as I rested the weight of my body, balancing against the ropes that held me momentarily.

Christmas Eve fun

Santa didn't come to my house for Christmas Eve. Oh no, something much better than that happened...A and I started a new Christmas Eve tradition: I got tied up and spanked!