Tag: W
Love, Guilt, Obligation, and Bel Canto
I am feeling a bit guilty right now. And not in that yummy, “Oh, I’m such a bad girl!” way. 🙁 I was a bit of a schmuck today. My guys are so wonderful to me. So very, very good in so many ways: supportive, loving, open-hearted, truly caring, always…
Weekend Snapshot – Waiting
A real snapshot from this past weekend. This is how I spent Friday afternoon. Well, until he actually did arrive. And after? After W shoved me back in my car and sent me home to Ad and the kids and a birthday party for Ad’s niece with his whole family,…
Task 15 (Public O) Penalty Assessed – Part 1
The Task was the following: Task 15: Public O – Have an orgasm in the following places: car, restaurant, public restroom, public sidewalk, store of your choice. Penalty assessed for each omission. I completed the following: Car Restaurant Public Restroom Store of My Choice Workplace (replaced Sidewalk) And was assessed…
Snapshots from the Weekend
Bound and gagged on the floor, waiting for a stranger to arrive: fuckmeat. Tied in a storage room, leaning against a wall with a bag over my head: parcel post. Head shoved out the window in the rain & wind, sash closed on my neck, arms tied behind my back…
Landmines
Landmine: a hidden trigger that when stepped on by the unsuspecting, can blow everything to hell. Or, conversely, can be used as a learning tool to work through the issue, and talk about it, promoting growth in oneself and between partners. The second option, of course, sounds like what everyone…
Candlelight, Romance & Rope
My schedule has been so messed up with the advent of full-time Mommyhood. It hasn’t really happened yet, at least the school year hasn’t started, so I am not yet feeling the full brunt of the new responsibilities–and the new restrictions on what has been a very comfortable routine for…
Caged
Over on Fetlife, someone asked (on this photo, in W’s profile where he had posted it) what it was like being in the cage all night. The cage for me is many different things. The one thing it is NOT is punishment. We don’t have a punishment dynamic, so the…
A Much Needed Distraction
I don’t usually share much about my family life in this space, but since it kind of informs how I spent my weekend, I’ll share a bit. My routine is in a bit of an upheaval, and subject to even more change in the upcoming weeks. On Thursday, my 15…
Torturing Myself
W always says submissives shouldn’t be allowed to torture themselves. In fact he never (or seldom) gives me tasks that involves causing myself pain, because he knows that I’ll probably hurt myself more than he intended. And the weird thing is, it’s true, though I’ve no idea why. Not that…
W’s Brand of “Aftercare”
Not matter who else I play with, no matter how much fun it was or how many times I climaxed or where the play took me, it always, always, always comes back to W. I made a joking comment today in my Fetlife status updates about W’s version of aftercare…
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